Cthulhuoid Copulations by Frater AshT-Chozar-Ssaratu, Miskatonic Alchemical Expedition
Shipping calculated at checkout.
As a child, I was plagued by nightmares – fueled in part by my vivid imagination, my fascination with "monsters", and being exposed to personal violence at school (as well as vicarious violence via tv news & neighborhood gossip). At about age 8, my mother’s uncle Henry taught me how to wake-up within dreamtime and how to use my dreams as a tool for examining and adjusting my personal relationship with the multiverse at large. I learned to assert my Will within my personal microcosm. By facing my fears personified by the various bogeys of my dreams, I began to dance creatively within maya rather than simply reacting to what others had created as though I were a consumer of fate or a victim of destiny. As my new perspective became more ingrained, monsters became my friends or guides rather than predators or tormentors. Strange inter-penetrations of my body with alien geometries became pleasant, rather than invasive or ego-threatening.